hari ini, malam ini, esok dan selamanya

aku dan dia, sometimes we have same opinion but sometimes no. I stay with my world and he with his world. And I know that we can’t be together. He with his ego and I persist in my ego. All different about distance, time and situation, but today all became clear. It’s quite clear such as picture and each memory ever happened would not make me forget forever. Accept that I get aberration. Each the memory is lovely matter in my life. The memory stills fresh and his shadows… I still felt cold beach sand in my foot and that night with clear sky but there have no star and moon. He such as toddler plays sand. And I don’t know either I need to regret or not. I already forgive him, but I can’t accept his proffer hand. .....he ask me..that I willing to accept him back or not...that time aku ego and in same time aku takut peritiwa lama happened again.... semua sudah berlalu..... dan sekarang x mungkin aku bersamanya lagi....he already have someone….And I should to forget him. rindu, sayang dan cinta sudah tak berguna lagi. during this I still love him..But I never told how I feel about him. dan kata-kata sayang itu x mungkin aku luahkan lagi........