What happen now...can't imagine it getting worst...Again and again I do the same damn thing mistake... I’m lost....really lost....I really can't tell myself who I want to be...what wrong with me....I’m not me, I’m not myself and I don't know who I am...I can’t describe the name that I use to be…nobody...maybe someone else that I don't even know who it is...I can't help myself.... I don't want to run away again and again because of the mistake that I've done and to forget everything like there nothing happen...but I must learn all the thing that I thought I knew it become the opposite....I can't explain, I just want to scream....I just blame myself all the time...and I’m so sorry. But no matter what, I keep on smiling....leave the crowd...feels the peace...compromise with myself. I love myself...I want to change... but it become one step forward and one step backward...I don't know how come...all the editing was delay....I’m not listen to Goth music...my artwork getting worst...I lost the idea...do all the things I hate.....
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- Dementia Black
- I cry a lot because of sadness. I have different personalities. I hear colors, I see sound I change my mind in every five minutes. If I can't make some editing for more than a couple of minutes, I loose it. I am very uncomfortable having a human experience. I believe that love is the most powerful weapon. Not because I'm naive. But because I already tried fighting with everything else and it didn't work. I can't live without black eyeliner. I believe everything happens for a reason. But that everything that happens around us is a reflection of who we are or what we need to learn. The most important thing I own is my laptop. If there was a fire and I had to choose between my laptop and my cat, I'd save my laptop. music = my life....
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