I can't stand this noise
I can't stand this rage
I can't ignore this voice
that screams inside my Head
the power it has over me
the things it yells
what it makes me see
I can't fight back
I can't think on my own
I can't ignore it
for I am all alone
fighting for my life
against this sound
that controls me
hearing my heart pound
as I draw the razor near
slowly slicing open my vein
the blood brings a smile
that takes away the pain
just for a moment I'm free
just for a moment I'm happy
and just for a moment I'm truly me
My mind is taken over again
and I turn back into misery
waiting for another chance
to be set free
Moderadora
- Dementia Black
- I cry a lot because of sadness. I have different personalities. I hear colors, I see sound I change my mind in every five minutes. If I can't make some editing for more than a couple of minutes, I loose it. I am very uncomfortable having a human experience. I believe that love is the most powerful weapon. Not because I'm naive. But because I already tried fighting with everything else and it didn't work. I can't live without black eyeliner. I believe everything happens for a reason. But that everything that happens around us is a reflection of who we are or what we need to learn. The most important thing I own is my laptop. If there was a fire and I had to choose between my laptop and my cat, I'd save my laptop. music = my life....
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