everything is a mess

I keep running and running

Leaving my life

Leaving my nightmare

But I still carry a crisis

All I’ve done is a mess

I’m not listen your words

I do the things that you hate so much

But don’t get me wrong

I don’t care what my life would be

I just wanted to get some attention from you

Coz u never care

I wake up in the morning and realize about something

Everything is a mess

I keep searching

Making a new life

Take out a fake mask

Fighting alone without you

Your hatred makes me down

Tell me what life I live now

Help me coz I lost now

My bone fall out into a pieces

Give me your hand

Make me alive again

I can’t bare it anymore

I’m losing my way

I’m losing myself

Alone without you

My eyes bleeding

Till now I still can’t make you proud

I’m sorry I can’t be the one that you wanted