complicated

i can still smile despite a thousand mangled heart, but the eyes never lie .. all suffering will be clear in the eyes .... is there anybody in this world know what this latent heart feel... only god knows ... not the intention to bury everything .. but do exist in this world someone who is willing to listen to each and hatred heart tale without making it more sad than what can be seen .... I cannot afford to let people feel sympathy for and against them ... I do not have the freedom that they have ... I just have limbs that can I use to cope with this life .... however it should be punished, but I have to smiled to show that I'm OK ... without harm to the others ... sometimes not all the problems I was able to settle down own my own ... I really need someone to help with a sincere heart that's not forced or because the other reasons .... i can't to force people to accept all the ways I am ... I have had no rights .... My sorrow I could only bear on my own... my words may be poisonous to the others but I was not to be able to fool myself